Friday, July 14, 2017

Honesty

It's like a opening a window and letting in a fresh breeze
It clears the stink and musty smell of a room

It helps you gain perspective
On how to go on from here

"I'd like a little honesty." I say.

But that's a lie.

What I really mean: "I'd like complete and utter overwhelming honesty, all the honesty in the world if you please."

But again that's a lie.

Cause if I wanted honesty.
I'd be honest with myself. The reason I keep listening. Is not because I'm kind.
Somewhere deep inside, I want to believe the lies. Indulge in the instantaneous gratification they afford.

Even if later it makes me hurt.

Because here I say I'd like a fresh breeze in my face.

When all I ever had to do, was open the window.


Song Version:

Chorus 1: 
It's like opening a window
and letting in a fresh breeze
It clears the stale, musty smell of a room

It helps you gain perspective
On how to go on from here

I'd like a little. I'd like a little honesty I say.

Chorus 2:
It's like walking on a cold day
after a warm fire

It gets your blood pumping in your veins.

It helps you remember. What it is you used to be.

I'd  like a little. I'd like a little honesty I say.

Chorus 3:
It's like pulling off a bandaid.
Or feeling something sting.

The pain helps remind you of what still needs to heal.

It helps you not ignore things. Like wounds that need to be tended to.

I'd like a little. I'd like a little honesty I say.


Verse 1:
But that's a lie.

What I really mean.
I'd like complete and overwhelmingy honesty.
all the honesty in the world.
for everyone but me.

Verse 2:
But again that's a lie.
Cause if I wanted honesty.
I'd be honest with myself.
The reason I keep listening. Is not because I'm kind.
Somewhere deep inside, I want to believe the lies.

Bridge:
Because here I say I'd like a fresh breeze in my face.

When all I ever had to do, was open the window.